Patiently waiting
Waiting for my Mr Right. Where are you?
Waiting for my Mr Right. Where are you?
我和前面男友分开都有一年多了。老实说,偶尔会疑问自己为何我们会走到这个地步。可每当我有这种想法,就会不知不觉的把它推到脑后,强迫自己不想它。一直在逃避,原因可不是还没把他放下,只是不敢面对自己的过错和失败。可今天不同,我可不想再逃避了。 为什么不再逃避?如今的我,在我身边确实有很多疼爱我的朋友。只是为何我之前没察觉呢?而且,他们都不是因要讨好我而那么疼爱我。眼看朋友们对我的体贴和照顾比以前的他好,然后回想自己在爱情中麻醉,还为了以前的他放弃了很多和好友共聚的时光,真的觉得自己是个大白痴。 这比起放弃在纽西兰发展的机会,更可惜。 造成了,我最大的遗憾了。 想到这,我如此的牺牲却换取如此的结果,真的很不值得,也很失败。总觉得自己信错人了。但,我依然感谢神,应为他不这么做,我可能还蒙在鼓里, 浪费着宝贝的时间。所以,现在的我在学习珍惜身边的人,不要为了’爱’, 失去自己。而且,还把这教训牢牢的记住,不要在再重复历史。 我相信这就是我在这段恋情中就大的教训。
August -Singapore & China September – church camp, master program proposal due November – Cambodia December – Bali There’s so much planning and travel to be done. @.@ Dear God, please see me through.
想不到,过了那么长的时间,他依然对我那么的了解。 以前的我,常被偏头痛困扰。所以,我都会对食物特别挑剔。现在的我,可说还能控制这病情。只要有药物在身上,方可。 那天晚上,我们一班朋友在外喝酒。回到旅店,他拿着一包药给了我。说: ‘下次若有出去喝酒,又有偏头痛,就吃这个’ 。 我没说什么,只回答为何他带着这种药在身。他回我说,因为他知道我一定会在这旅途中喝酒,又怕有偏头痛,所以就给拿来了。 此刻, 他的贴心差点把我给融化了。
As I was looking through some of the old pictures an old friends just sent me, a wave of nostalgic feeling came overwhelming me. I misses the old school days so much now. Yes, there may be dramas, but those where also the least worrisome days. Those days were a lot less complicated and care […]
I had a long catch up with this beauty. Guess who she brought along too =D
She is K, my BFF. We’ve known each other since we were 15. We used to hang out at each other place after school or school holidays. The fact that she stayed over at my place so often that my parent has literally taken her as their god-daughter. When she speaks, you can hear […]